Now, it seems strangely fitting a title, in light of the fact that I have just spent the last two hours jog-walking in the gentle drizzle that accompanied the sunset.
And this walk too has been a peaceful oasis after the past few days and weeks of hectic work, of letting go and saying goodbye, of internal wars, of changes and new things.
For the first time in more than 5 years,
I walked Slowly. Leisurely. Unhurriedly.
Listening to the soft pitter-patter of the raindrops on the grass.
Feeling the cool breeze and raindrops kiss my cheeks.
Drinking in the beautiful ever-changing cloud painting above me.
Trailing my hand lightly over the rough bark of the trees which lined the sidewalk.
Not keeping track of time and not caring about getting drenched.
And slowly but surely, the thunderstorms that raged in my head and heart when I left the house calmed to match the gentle raindrops which accompanied me on my walk.
It was a luxury that I have not known much of since workaholic me entered the fast-paced work environment years back, where time is money and walking slowly is not an option. But now as I take a month's break off from work in the midst of a career change, it has been a refreshing different pace of life. A pace which is giving me opportunity and time to slow down, rejuvenate, and recharge - mentally and emotionally.
Yes, I know this peaceful break will not last forever. Work will start again soon and Life will once more be the crazy whirlwind of activities.
But for now while the Pause button is activated, I am taking the moments to appreciate the refreshing raindrops and occasional teardrops that fall, just as much as I appreciate the sun that shines on the good days.
Did I reach home drenched? Yes.
Do I regret it? Of course not.
...Not while I am finding such beautiful solace in the rain. :)
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